Currently feeling quite stressed. This is mostly down to work. I am completely overwelmed with emails and calls and other thing that I never get them all done and end up having a huge backlog of emails. I started the day with 60 emails. Now after remoting in to my work PC, I have got the emails down to around 30.
However, I'm out of the office tomorrow... I'm gonna be going to a conference at One Whitehall Place to demonstrate a highly complicated program that I have only half used (The stuff the delegates will be interested in is the stuff I've barely looked at) to loads of people in suits. Fortunately, there's only gonna be like 70 people there and admittedly, it is a day off the phones but it's still an uncomfortable environment where I have to wear smart clothes (I dont have a suit so I'll just be wearing a shirt, tie and smart trousers) and answer questions I don't know the answers to...
I'm sure I'm getting worried over nothing but I can't help but get like this. I also have to find the bleeding place on me own tomorrow morning... Shouldn't be too far from Charing Cross.
My pay review is coming up next week so this is another reason why I wanted to get my emails cleared out so they don't have anything to shout about. I'm gonna push for an extra £2.5k and if they don't go for it and improve my working situation, I'm gonna walk. There are plenty of similar jobs to mine going for £20k+ that I could easily do. In fact, I'll probably start applying from Friday night.
My final stress was briefly covered by my "*sigh*" post. I'm feeling lonely and need someone to love... is starting to get me down again. All I can do is see what comes my way I guess...
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