Furmeet and foo

[slycat]

I completed my plan so far, I got my hair cut, I went to Camden with my brother and I bought myself some decent trousers for clubbing ("Rave Pants"!) and a pair of t-shirts. I later said goodbye to my brother and then went on too the meet.

Not many people there at first so ended up chatting with Bhac and Gothwolf until more people appeared. I soon realised that once again, I was getting drunk quickly. I really don't like me when I'm drunk. I really want to hold intelligent conversation and stuff but am unable to cos I'm pissed. Went to a greasy spoon cafe with makali and had bacon, eggs and chips to help sober a bit. Didn't help too much. There were people I wanted to talk to at the meet but didn't due to my alcohol induced state... Bleh.

I left early as I said I would, I went with Ace who was also to leave early and so we went to Namco for a few games of DDR before we left. Neither of us have played in a while, personally I wish I played more often as it's bloody good exercise and good fun. I did OK and had a good time before departing and getting the 6pm train home.

At the meet, I got to talk to Bunniboy and Leiner about the whole Strider situation. He's apparantly been even worse than normal since our emails started and so is being a pain to everyone in the house. To be honest, they should really do something about it themselves (They don't have to put up with him living there right?) but after the discussion and a bit of thinking and a bit of common sense from a post from Clawz in my last journal entry, I've decided to let it go and let go of everything and try to return to my old happy self which I miss so much.

I seriously think that work is the main reason for my stress and so I will be able to become much happier once I get me a new job. I mean, this job is bad for my health now, mental and physical. I am so depressed at work, I mess things up all the time and have a very low output of work. Also, my only escape from this is my lunch break which results in me eating unhealthy things for my lunch. My weight is slowly approaching 18st again... I need to be losing weight, not gaining it. Food is just one of the few pleasures I can get at work... Maybe I should take up smoking so I can get more breaks & apparantly it relaxes you too (But that's probably psychosematic). Bleh, no I'm not gonna take up smoking but y'know, I'm getting quite low now. All I can do is remain optimistic about getting a new job, put in 110% effort into getting a new job, meanwhile, keep myself occupied, try to have fun and try not to upset any close friends...

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[acefox.livejournal.com]

Euromix 2 is pretty damn fantastic :)